loath

/L OW1 TH/
adjective
  1. 1

    Averse, disinclined; reluctant, unwilling.

    โ€œI was loath to return to the office without the Henderson file.โ€

  2. 2

    Angry, hostile.

  3. 3

    Loathsome, unpleasant.

verb
  1. 1

    To detest, hate, revile.

    โ€œI absolutely loathe this place.โ€

Source: https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/loath