beholden

/B IH0 HH OW1 L D AH0 N/
adjective
  1. 1

    Obligated to provide, display, or do something for another; indebted, obliged.

    โ€œFrom an early age, I had decided I wanted to be beholden to no one.โ€

  2. 2

    Bound by external expectations, such as fashion or morality.

Source: https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/beholden